Have you EVER been on birth control? Because you clearly haven’t gone through the stages of PMS. For 3 weeks, your body thinks it’s pregnant so you’re very hormonal and you can over think a lot during that time. You think your boyfriend is cheating on you, you think you’re fat an unattractive, etc. I was on birth control for a long time and now that I’ve been off it, I don’t over think and I’m not being irrational like I used to be. I’m more relaxed and laid back and I’m not barking at my boyfriend anymore because I think he’s talking to someone else.
I’m glad I’ve only taken the pill and nuvaring. I’ve seen girls using the implant, the depo shot: mostly all of them are erratic and snappy. They always complain about their lives and how much they hate the way they look, etc. I had a talk with a customer who said she got the shot a year ago and she couldn’t handle it anymore because it’s a big ass dose of hormones being injected all at once and she was losing her mind, can you fucking imagine that?
I notice everything. And by everything, I literally mean everything. I notice when someone stops hitting me up like they used to. I notice when the way someone talks to me starts changing. I notice the little things that people do, and the little things they used to do. I notice when things change, and when it’s no longer the same. I notice every single little detail. I just don’t say anything.
I used to be like this too but then I realized that I was overthinking too much and I was giving too much of my shit’s. So I stopped taking birth control and now I’m fine. True story.